Saturday, May 30, 2009

I can do it do it do it

smile, smile,smile, I can do it , i can do it, i must do it! i think V notice something, but she wont ask me unless me talk first,its her kind gentle, i appreciate that, but i`m not gonna talk first this time,cause she is like becoming a normal pretty girl mostly focus on themselves, i think she wont notice the different if i can just been "normal" soon, i been crying morning and night for already two days, i hate this but if i dont let it out, its like my heart is overload with bitter water. i just cannot do it anymore! i may never get my laugh back, and i may never get my family back.

no one can save me but myself, accept the fact that my family is falling apart and i can do nothing about it. I guess im wrong, deep down im not ready to see all that happen,but i must adjest myself to it or it will eat me up inside, can i be happy again,no one can understand why im been so hard to let it go , no one can help me on this one, they tell you let it go,they tell you move on,they tell you "reborn", 只是这付残躯教人怎么能重生

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